New York Alamo
There was something of the Alamo in that 43rd Street hotel. Not the fallen fortress, but the outlaw hotel home of dim shadows who moved through the halls and waited on plastic covered lobby sofas for God or Godot.
That Alamo has fallen, too, a memorial to progress and one more parking garage. What became of the haints, hookers, junkies, lobby ghosts? Did they come up to the big apple core 43rd street? Hard core.
Maybe they are among the ones who find shelter in pisswarm doorways lulled by poppies, or just exhaustion, discomfiting theater patrons who hold close their own dreams as they make quick getaway without seeing.
Eye contact is dangerous even on Sunday morning as nightmares slide in and out across the edges of sleep, from one park bench to another. No romance here. Kerouac is dead. Beatific man? No man, just beat down.
Anachronism. Or is it anomaly? Across the street from the Lone Star Cafe, hip hangout of homesick and would-be Texans, great barbed coils snake around rooftop estates as down below beneath the streets above the screeching of the subway cars wafts the mournful wail of a thin and ageless waif blowing the blues on a brass clarinet.
Remember the textbook Alamo? There at least they had a line they could cross.
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